Monday, 1 June 2015

Love is a Mystery

My aim is to understand love and life in general.  Somethings are like a mystery to me. It's kind of like am torn between two worlds, sorry that's not even possible because it's just 'one' world now. I feel like am being stupid. But answer me a question, which would you choose?, a relationship where the other loves you to pieces and yours measures a little more than a drop of rain or a relationship where you love the other greatly but his love that's if there is any at all, is little. Why am I happier with little than more. God! I could never understand love I fear, practically, it seems I want to hurt my self judging by my choice. But no, for everything man does or say, there is a reason, so I must have one for choosing this path. For a long time now this choice I made has been fair to me at least to the best of my knowledge.

My aim is to understand love.. I feel like am not loving enough, I know am holding back, I know I can give more than I have already. I think one of the reasons why I love this 'little love' more is because I hate obsessive love, don't love me too much.. just love me simply. If I go more than this I will spill too much than I intended.

Although my aim is to understand love, and although I suffer to think of the people to whom I gave my heart, I see that those who touched my heart failed to arouse my body and that those who aroused my body failed to touch my heart... Life is a mystery.

Someone's diary.

Whoops, June is here! I want it to roll as fast as it's younger lad(May) and be triple productive for us all. Show some love even to people who don't deserve it and always pray for Nigeria!


14 comments:

  1. Oh yes life is a mystery and no one truly understands love.

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  2. Hmmmm there must be a deeper reason why someone would want to be loved less. Happy new month dear.






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    1. Beautiful Lohla, thanks for dropping by. Wish I could fathom out the reason.. Sometimes man fears the truth more than the lie..

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  3. Sweet Rella. . .something about this post. It's quite deep. Love is a mystery. Yes, I agree. But having a relationship is about loving and being loved, feeling preciously and deliciously connected the your sweetheart, a place for your heart to be safe . . . so why settle for less?


    Happy new month, sweetie!

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    1. Remember less is more. Hehe. You could ask me again and I still wouldn't know..

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  4. I'd rather my partner loves me more oh. A man that loves you more will do anything for you.

    Rella baby, how far?

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    1. Am good dear.. okay your choice is your choice..hehe. Btw Your time table over at your crib is everything!

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  5. Wow... I am on a keke going home... and this line just made me look through the window and go WOW... the line that went: Those who touched my heart didn't arouse my boRRy, and those who aroused my boRRy via touching body, kissing, necking, smoothing et al... didn't touch my heart.... hehehhehehe I put Jara...

    That was deep Bae... very deep... I am in love with your writing baby mi, it's unpredictable... now I dunno whose diary this is, it's kuku not my concern... but lemma just say this quickly... LOVE IS A CHOICE... not a feeling, not an emotion... but a choice. oneplustheone.com taught me that... spread your wings and fly... bae... love more even if it hurts... love more... as long as it makes you Happy... cheers Rella... thanks for breaking the Jynxx on my blog... hehehhehe Thanks for disvirgining that post... I kinda didn't expect much comments from readers cause of the contention ... but thank you for always being a reason for me and Ore to smile... Oya chop wet French kiss...

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  6. Lolz please don't spoil me lil girl with all dem kissing and necking talk Duru... You know I've got you and Mariam's back always!

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  7. This is deep mami.....I am not sure I can answer your question buh I can say this tho'....maybe you should try working on yourself a lil more...who knows....**shrugs**

    How are you mami?

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    1. Hiya Bubbu, you know you just use that kind of dunno, who knows thing on me.. hehe. Hmmn am gonna keep tabs on working on my self and see how it goes. Btw Am doing good, Thanks Bubbu!

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